If anything does come of this situtation with Todd, I don't even want to tell my mother because she always acts like I force them into dating me and I can't actually get a guy to like me. She's such a fucking cruel bitch.
I'm really worried nothing will come of this, though. Truthfully, I haven't had a bf in three years but saying that sounds so pathetic and makes me sound so deficient. Then people wonder why I come off as desperate.
I broke down and started sobbing today because it's been three years, and I'm so worried this won't work out, and I have this awful feeling that I'm going to spend my entire life alone, that I'm going to die alone.
Current Music: Ponce de Leon Ave--Butch Walker